Chili and chocolate

It is either one of those times or I have not given myself time to pause and think about what happened five years ago. I tried to push the date past and though I do get past it, the feelings of not being able to have a good cry over it is just pure draggy. The world sucks, the foods sucks, everyone sucks.

Chocolate doesn’t help. Maybe chili will. I had a huge plate of mee goreng with lots and lots of chillies last night. I hope it chases away these lousy feelings in the gut. Oh yeah, blogging sucks too. Not to mention stupid questions I get here and there. Pissed that everyone and anyone wants something to be done themselves and yet no one wants to actually do it.