I probably shouldn’t blame it all on the birthday because it won’t be fair for the people around me to get it just because I am emo.

But then, how could they understand what’s goes on in my mind?  I was out shopping just now and was contemplating what I can get for him.  He has gotten things each year simply because I have no one else to celebrate it with.  Maybe I will just get a card this year.

However, I am going to splurge on myself.  Yay!  The phone I am getting is kick-ass.  I just couldn’t wait till 24th September.  It is his birthday, it is my deceased son’s birthday and most of all, it was the turning point of my life six years ago.  So, let’s celebrate that turning point.

 

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