I have not log on much to my MSN lately because I have a lot of things to do. During the day, I do not have time to concentrate on my work and when I finally log on, I have things to complete.

These few days, I can say that I have durian runtuh. But these CCB folks are damn demanding and I have to really concentrate on my work to please them because they are my paymaster. I have deadlines and I have to focus to make sure that my storyline is flowing in the way they want it. I have to make sure that there are no stupid grammar mistakes. It is not a five bucks things where I don’t ever need to hear from the paymaster. It is a lot of money and they have the right to make me their slave.

Sometimes, I log on to MSN accidentally because my son restarted my PC. So, these messages will come in.

If you are at the other end, you should know that I am not fully concentrating on the conversation when a reply of a ‘ya’ comes back like several seconds to minutes later. So, I will tell them straight, “I got something to complete”. My “something” is usually a life and death thing because I need to beat the clock or risk losing a few hundreds RM.

So, the other side will say ok. And I will think that they know and will get the message that I do not want to be disturb. But no……more messages will come in, over small things. Arrggh…I am so not going to log on until I have done all my three jobs.

Oh ya, this MSN window also the same. When I am typing a post or even typing a Word document, if a MSN window suddenly popped up, my typing will go to the window. That way, the other party may notice that I am writing a message so I cannot pretend to be invisible.

Blek. Time to continue with my shit story. Maybe I should make my tagline “I get paid to shit.” And I don’t mean crapping but really shitting.